This summer has to be one of the most interesting ones I have ever had. Great experiences, new friends, some tears and lots of laughing.
It’s late, and just now I looked at my calendar. Yes, on an old-fashioned calendar with big squares to write on and a real blue ink pen. I can’t seem to embrace electronic calendars – visual girl that I am. I do this weird thing of crossing off the days because it gives me some sense of satisfaction or accomplishment – even if there isn’t much to show for my day’s work.
So I looked down and saw that I haven’t marked off a day since last Friday. On the outside, that doesn’t seem like a really big deal. On the inside, it reflects this season of summer – disconnected. We have thoroughly been enjoying our family’s recent visit and for once in a really long time, I don’t really care what day it is. I am not stuck to a time schedule of people, places and appointments. My emails are temporarily nonexistent and my Facebook status has been blank.
And that’s okay.
It’s okay to fall off the grid every once in a while. Very soon, I will jump back on the hamster wheel and will begin a new season. Until then, I am soaking in the fact I can’t keep track of the day, much less the date. Think I’ll just let that ink pen sit right where it is for now.
There is so much to share about lessons I’ve learned this summer – I can’t wait to share. In these last few days, I’ll be content to simply keep reality at bay. A few more moments of empty thoughts, and listening more than speaking, is good for the soul. It’s amazing how much life has to offer when we simply look up and see it.